Ayumi

ooo to many stix of stix

2002-09-28T21:56:10Z

JULIANA THEORY

UNDERSTAND THE DREAM IS OVER by brett detar
Here is my new disposition. You're about to understand. Our theory is only obvious to the skeptical, and at the bitter end. You're staring at a white page and the print is plain to see. Now turn the page and read what's written. It's your history. Do you understand? The dream is over. You haven't slept in years. Don't be looking for answers. You're better following trails. You're staring at a black screen. Your body starts to tense. When two plus two is five or less it's time to question common sense. Silence is a secret, a weapon in disguise. Listen to the silence. Open up your eyes. Do you decide what you hear and believe? Tell me who makes your mind up for you. Do you believe what you see to be true? Can you tell me who owns the truth? Who bought the truth? What is your disposition? Here is my new disposition. You're about to understand. Our theory is only obvious to the skeptical and at the bitter end.

IS PATIENCE STILL WAITING? by brett detar
Will there ever be time enough? Or are we just too naive? I haven't just given up. Oh God, I still believe. Is patience still waiting? Will I wait on my knees too? Are you laughing at us today? And is this just one big game? Now cash me in while you can. We never were the same. Come on. Will you ever have all you want? And are we just next in line? Don't throw out your one good chance. You only have this time.

WE'RE AT THE TOP OF THE WORLD (TO THE SIMPLE TWO) by brett detar
We're at the top of the world, you and I. We've got alot of time and it sure feels right. Cause you reached in your pocket and pulled out a pass that says you can take me anywhere. Sha la la la. Sha la la la la la la. We're on the top of the world, here tonight. We've got alot of time and it sure feels right. Cause I'm up here running behind you. I'm up here running in repeat.

SOMETHING ISN'T RIGHT HERE by brett detar, joshua kosker, and chad alan
Something isn't right here. You've gone and left me on the ground. Something isn't right in this world called confusion. You gave it all away before you could lose it. Something isn't right here on the ground. You never said goodbye. You died. You chose to carry on a lie. Something isn't right here. You've gone and left me on the ground.

EMOTION IS DEAD PT. II by brett detar
Did you really think that it was over?

THIS IS YOUR LIFE by brett detar and Chad Alan
baby, you say, "this is your life, well where is mine?" how you gonna get there going nowhere? burn yourself out. die too soon. you see the world is only temporary. everybody's scared that they'll be no one too. how you gonna hold out when you sold out? life's a riddle. here's a clue. You see, a moment's only temporary. let too many go, and you will be history too. "why?" you ask me. "Why?" i'll tell you. "Why?" i will tell you. You gave up baby.

THE CLOSEST THING by brett detar
you're the words that come out easy and i am speechless at best your star it seems to shine above the rest you're the face before the cameras the smile i'd like to earn the closest thing to perfect in a hollywood to burn your the beauty that is deeper than than eyes can merely see the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and i'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on and i'd love to be the friend you call when things are great you're the dream that hasn't ended and i'm still anxious for rest your words they seem to hang above my head you're the bud before the flower unfurls into full bloom captivating beauty but it may be all too soon you're the song that writes a story but leaves alot to read the closest thing to perfect but the farthest thing from me and like i really deserve a chance to sit across a table and tell you that i think you're wonderful and i think you're something special i guess this is my only chance to say i wish i knew you because i'm sure you're wonderful if i'd get to know you.

CONSTELLATION by brett detar
some things can never be explained why every sky still looks the same and i wonder how my world would look without you some things can never be explained like how our scars remain the same and i wonder how the sky would look without my star sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can't be spoken stream off my face i want't to be selfish you are my everything some things can never be explained why does your love remain unchanged cause i know it wouldn't be the same without you sleep seems a dream away and a year too late words that can't be spoken stream off your face please don't forget my name and take me with you when you leave i've got a lot to lose i've got to let it go please don't forget my name.

THIS IS THE END OF YOUR LIFE by brett detar
Hold everything dear, in your hand. In a moment it's gone, everything that you love disappears. Hold everything close, 'cause you may outlast it. Memories are all that remain of the way that it was. Watch it all go by, 'cause it's all that you can do. Everything changes so fast. For better or for worse, it was never up to you. Everything's changing so fast. Hold everything in. You're a mess. It took years to attain and a second to tear it all down. Burn everything off, 'cause the feeling won't last. Memories are all that remain of the way that it was. Watch it all go by, 'cause it's all that you can do. Everything changes so fast. For better or for worse, it was never up to you. Everything's changing so fast. It's changing now. Listen, every single second counts. Every single moment leads up to now. This is the end of their life. This is the end of your life. This is the end of our life. This is the end of my life.

oooooooooo

2002-08-18T07:19:37Z

news flash: ghostbuster is the "in" thing again
:D

a song for you

2002-08-02T07:35:02Z

We go on this journey
To be happy
You look very nice
With a smile

The transient and beautiful days
Reviving without fading
The season of passion with the bright sea
The season of snow falling
Every time I turned around
You were there

We go on this journey
To be happy
Maybe everyone is a traveller
With a wound not being cured
You look very nice
With a smile
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oh yea. my new photo book is out. it's a Special Limited Edition "Uraayu" photobook and comes with a DVD. i suggest the fans get it.

my tour ended on sunday at Tokyo
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I am looking up at the blurred sky
So that the tears may not drop

Why man cannot live as he wishes?
I need neither weak heart nor strong heart refusing tears
I try to look for a shooting star to set my wish
But cannot find it as day is dawning so fast

There is not a day I remember you
Because I have never forgotten you

Whenever I wish, to my sorrow
I am in the habit of saying "I'm all right"
Something had ceased to be that day
And I cannot find even a star, however long I pray

I want to see you, I want to see
I don't know what to do, as you are smiling so tenderly just only in my memory

~Hanabi

-Independent-
I am frightened again
At a small, trivial happening
And I habitually pretend to be strong
Not to show my fear

You are by my side
Telling a meaningless story
You are trying to encourage me
Clumsily but somehow or other

Maybe we will get along like this

Raising up my head, smiling a little
Looking up at the sky just for a while
Walking after being tired of running
Like that way, I call to myself "Are you ready?"

Step by step, little by little
We are certainly leaving our footprints
And so, all the pasts have formed
One road, the present

Though there are not always good things

If I feel I need you
And you need me, too
It seems we need no special reason
Don't you feel the daily life like this is not bad?

cheesewhiz09 @ 2002-07-16T16:40:00

2002-07-16T23:40:13Z

"We make fables to hide the baldness of the fact and conform it, as we say, to the higher law of the mind. But when the fact is seen under the light of an idea, the gaudy fable fades and shrivels. We behold the real higher law. To the wise, therefore, a fact is true poetry, and the most beautiful of fables. These wonders are brought to our own door. You also are a man. Man and woman, and their social life, poverty, labor, sleep, fear, fortune, are known to you. Learn that none of these things is superficial, but that each phenomenon hath its roots in the faculties and affections of the mind...
Every spirit builds itself a house; and beyond its house, a world; and beyond its world, a heaven. Know then, that the world exists for you. For you is the phenomenon perfect. What we are, that only can we see"
-Ralph Waldo Emerson